Iโve been a kpop fan for over a decade and Iโve interacted with many fans. I have only personally met one semi delulu fan. Iโve seen deep admiration, caring love, and devotion but I donโt think Iโve met someone with legitimate feelings for an idol. At least until now
I just found out that some people have actual real romantic feelings for idols. Is it just me or is it more common than I think? I legit had no idea. Iโm not talking about delulu people or sasaengs. Iโm talking about the average fangirl/boy
Not me seeing Jaemin and immediately blanking cuz I was stunned by his beauty. He was so surprised to see me ๐ญ I literally havenโt seen him since November ๐ญ #XD
me as a kpop fan
years being a kpop stan: 12
first group i stanned: SuJu & SS501
current ult groups: Got7, XD
how many albums: enough to where Iโm too lazy to count
shows i went to: 7?
how many lightsticks I have: 3
first ult: โฆ
current ult: โฆ
me as a kpop fan
years being a kpop stan: 6
first group i stanned: skz
current ult groups: tan, justb, piwon
how many albums: you don't wanna know
shows i went to: 21 + 3 half shows
how many lightsticks i have: 6 ?
first ult: kun
current ult: sunny, limji, jayb
Some beer or something. Someone assumed I was a minor and took a pic and he got a ticket for $3,900 for giving alcohol to a minor ๐ญ๐ญ mind you I was drinking a coke or something which was out of the camera frame. Insane dream..
I had a dream a wrote a YA fantasy fiction book with someone and Jay Park contributed ๐ญ๐ the guy wrote it and I wrote some & edited it. Then did all the design and marketing with Jayโs help. It was a really pretty book. +
Then we started working on the second one. He took me in his convertible and we drove up the coast of California to go to a stylist session where we would work on concept after taking pics. We went out to eat with some staff and someone took a pic of us eating, he was drinking +