Fast-forward to now I have an actual IT job and I'm struggling trying to stay sane at the workplace because like before there's quite a lot of downtime because most of the time I'm just looking at a screen and I can't just do whatever and I'm really struggling to try and keep
Right now, I feel stuck and find myself wanting to immediately move on to the “next best thing.” I’m realizing that may be another form of avoidance. I analyze every situation and every possible outcome so much that I struggle to trust my own decisions.
SWo, fast forward to today, andhen she drinks she just gets a little mean towards myself and the kids. Not violent or neglectful or anything, just kind of sharp about everything.
ℭ𝔗𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔗𝔥𝔯𝔢𝔢: 𝔖𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔶
The unceasing hum of cicadas surrounded the environment outside of the car. The Robinson's, Eric and Diane, were quite dry on the ride home, refusing to engage in conversation with any of the kids.𝔥𝔢 𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔰 𝔴𝔢 𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔫