DEATH OF ME ALBUM
THANKS TO
halo semuanya, ini Evan. ini adalah album yang aku kerjakan dengan sepenuh hati. karena aku mengerjakannya siang dan malam untuk bisa menceritakan kisah yang benar-benar jujur dan menuangkan setiap kata dari lubuk hatiku yang paling dalam ke album ini, aku merasa perilisan album ini sampai ke tangan Ever dengan sedikit terlambang. memikirkan hal itu bikin aku merasa bersalah sekaligus sangat berterima kasih.
tapi, karena aku tau kalian juga pasti nungguin sesuatu yang terasa personal seperti buku harianku sendiri, aku jadi merasa bangga. seperti yang kalian tau, dibanding cuma sekadar menyampaikan perasaanku, aku lebih fokus untuk kasih kalian kebahagiaan. alasannya karena aku bikin album ini dengan harapan kalian bisa ngerasain semua yang kalian denger dan lihat dari musik maupun penampilanku nanti secara natural.
baik sebagai Evan dan sebagai Lee Heeseung, motto hidup yang bakal terus aku pegang ke depannya adalah 'ayo berikan kebahagiaan'. walaupun mungkin musikku awalnya berangkat dari rasa sedih, marah, atau frustrasi, pada akhirnya tujuannya adalah kasih kekuatan buat terus maju membawa harapan. aku terus bermusik dengan pikiran kalau aku mau banyak orang bisa ikut merasakan energi positif dari dalam hatiku. dengan pemikiran itu, di proses pembuatan album ini banyak banget orang yang udah kerja keras dan nemenin aku siang-malam demi album yang bener-bener menceritakan tentang aku ini.
ada taeho-nim yang udah peduli dan bantuin banget dari awal aku mulai, sama yunhyuk-nim yang udah mikirin banyak hal dan berjuang bareng aku. makasih juga buat gajun-nim yang bantu aku bikin musik yang bagus. di luar album ini, ada sosok ayah buat musikku yang bikin aku bisa mulai bermusik, yaitu sihyuk-nim. makasih juga buat jihyun-nim dari tim A&R yang kerja keras mati-matian dari siang sampai malem demi albumku. terus ada subin-nim, jongho-nim, dan yunsun-nim dari tim performance yang rela begadang sampai subuh demi nampilin performance panggung yang sempurna.
buat tim bisnis, yaitu mirae-nim, changi-nim, minji-nim, jihye-nim, sora-nim, dongkyung-nim, yeseul-nim, dan euina-nim yang selalu sigap bantuin operasional biar semuanya lancar, makasih banyak ya. gak lupa juga buat sunbum-nim, hajung-nim, dan minhee-nim yang dengan sabar mau nerima dan ngerekamin vokalku biarpun harus nambah take terus demi hasil yang maksimal. makasih juga buat tim music distribution yang bantu sempurnain rilisnya album ini, ada sul lee-nim, kyungjin-nim, seyun-nim, jiyoung-nim, jiyu-nim, eunbi-nim, dan sunggu-nim. terakhir, buat sungkyung-nim, yoonji-nim, sohyun-nim, dan hyejin-nim dari tim digital communication yang selalu perhatiin kelancaran interaksi kita sama fans, makasih banyak yaaa.
#EVAN #에반 #HEESEUNG #희승
[260907] DEATH OF ME PRESS SHOWCASE
Q: I'd like to ask why you didn't consider releasing your own music while remaining in Enhypen? The group has continued to be strong — do you have any regrets or anxiety about leaving?
🦌: The process of going solo involves so many people, so I ask for your understanding that it's difficult for me to answer that part.
🦌: As for the second question, I'm proud that Enhypen reached No. 1 on the Billboard 200. It couldn't have been easy, and I think the best thing all of us can do is show our best in our respective positions.
#EVAN #에반 #HEESEUNG #희승
Evan talks about being diagnosed with cancer when he was younger:
"The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them.
I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.”
Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy.
I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before.
I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up."
🐈 wow, this is… but seriously, i was so surprised. this is seriously unbelievable.
🦮 i genuinely thought we weren’t going to get it
🐥 i wasn’t expecting anything at all
🐧 we got our first-ever grand slam six years after debut.
🐈 ah… we really did it all
🐈⬛ my heart literally dropped
🐥 it’s our first time since debut
🐈⬛ so this kind of day really does come…
🐧 show champion, mcountdown, music bank, music core, inkigayo, wow, i really thought we wouldn’t be able to achieve a grand slam like this
🐈 exactly
🦮 and this time, it was our first win on music core too
🐈 and honestly, i really didn’t know if we’d be able to win on music core or inkigayo. i really didn’t think we could.
🐧 after winning yesterday, i was like, “wow, if we win tomorrow too, that would be insane.” i said that yesterday. i said, “if we get a grand slam, that would be amazing.” and we actually did it!
🐈 anyway, ending our final broadcast on such a good note like this feels so great
🐧 thank you, so, so much
🐈 really amazing
😭🫂
ENHYPEN Bloody Paradise won 1st place on Inkigayo
This makes it their fifth win and their first ever Grand Slam, winning all music shows for this comeback.
@ENHYPEN#ENHYPEN
The moment the live started enha started cheering but then jay said to wait cause there’s probably a 30 sec advert so they did a countdown together and then started cheering again pls they’re so cute😭