One thing I’ve learned is when your spirit tells you to fall back from certain people, listen. Every time I ignored that feeling, I ended up seeing exactly why it was there in the first place. Sometimes nothing major even happens.
i realized once u pray abt it u really don’t gotta keep stressing abt it throughout the day cause God heard u the first time. easier said than done tho. that’s the hard part
Sitting in your own mess is one of the hardest things to do.
Realizing all the situations YOU put yourself in. All the ways YOU could've and should've protected yourself. All the mistakes and bad decisions YOU made against your boundaries. The moment where you sit and realize that other people don't deserve the full blame & that you were a part of your own destruction. Sitting in it is hard, but forgiving yourself is harder. Growth is not linear. There will be days like this. Sit in it but don't stay there.
Nobody talks about how hard it is to rewire your brain and allow yourself to receive amazing things after so much trauma and so many bad experiences with people