Im seriously gonna bash my head open literally this last week ive binged my weight back up again. I keep losing and gaining the same 10 lbs. Im so sick of myself. No one makes me eat. I do. I miss when I was so locked in. I miss when i could easily not eat or just eat less. Kms.
“i need to lock in and lose weight” i say as i continue to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and