I'd fantasize about being puppied, regressed, babied, all that stuff but whenever someone actually wants to do that to me they say something like "You want to be my good little girl?" and im like no, not really anymore, actually. sorry
something about suppressing those instincts to be cared for that ends up exploding to different areas of your life, and it doesn’t matter how many psychology books i read or years of therapy i have done, i still feel this desperate urge that comes without reason and just kills me
i am writing this cause i am frustrated again and i have no one to talk about it to. So i am seeing a lot of dom/sub relationship videos on tiktok lately and it makes me sooo upset cause to me it seems impossible that actual real doms that really enjoy and put time and effort+
force someone to dom, it should just be something within them, cause part of the fun of it is seeing them enjoy themselves being a dom and seeing how you and your submission puts them into this dom space, and sure, i am surviving without a dom all of those years but there’s+
so many porn tropes and yet nesting is the most appealing part of omegaverse to me its so endearing…. cute little omegas finding a safe spot to shelter in and filling it with soft objects that remind them of their loved ones…. precious…….