Been so worried about getting my life together lately, almost forgot im young and still have a whole life ahead of meโโโโโโโ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ.
& another thing I will no longer be choosing the high road. I can cuss you the fuck out & still go back to being at peace. Iโm not internalizing NOTHING!
To my firstborn baby.. ๐ซ๐ฅน๐ค๐พ I'm sorry I created you before I had life completely figured out. I'm sorry I wasn't fully grown and you saw some unhealed parts of me. I'm so thankful for you I'm so thankful you came into my life, and I love you more than you'll ever know.
PSA: YOUR KIDS COME FIRST!โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธThey come before your Bf/Gf . They come before your friends. They come before partying. They come before drugs/alcohol. They come before your job. They come before money. They come before your car. They come before your own selfish wants, needs, desires, dreams. THEY COME FIRST POINT BLANK PERIOD!
Trying to heal, while trying to grieve, while trying to forgive, while trying to forget, while trying to love, while trying to be lovedโฆโฆ.. thatโs a lot for one heart.