I struggle with forgiveness, for real. Iโll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, Iโm mad all over again and donโt even wanna be around you. It hurts, โcause Iโm the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But itโs crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, Iโm just sitting there thinking, โWhy would you even do me like that?