Neverrrrrrrr everrrrrrrr underestimate how much God is protecting you from things you don't even know about.
He is blocking what you cannot see.
Fighting what you cannot fight.
And closing doors you would have walked through that would have cost you everything.
Adulthood humbles you. It'll turn you into a prayer warrior without you even noticing. As you grow, you start to understand that nothing in this life works without God.