I think going to the rennaissance festival sort of cured my fatphobia? Everyone looks good in rennaissance clothes. Maybe I just need to spend less time online? I feel like I had a shift in perspective, and I feel good about it.
Having a mental breakfown because I planned this cute outfiy for the renn faire today forgetting that I am fat and ugly so now I am going in my work clothes and my mom is mad at me for existing again and it's gonna be 90ยฐ I want to stop existing
Having surgery kinda ruined soda for me cuz it will never taste as good as it did when I was waking up from anesthesia and they finally let me drink something