melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt

cbmi 18.1 ᛝ gbmi 13.7

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@dustdollie you're genuinely so sweet, i hope you're taking care of yourself as much as you seem to look out for others 💜💜 and i def agree! weirdos are the main reason i havent tbh but the image of my irls ever finding those just entered my brain and. yeah you're right.

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

sometimes i really wanna post bcs but then i remember im like incredibly avg for my bmi

[jerik @zx_4_rr]

how it feels posting to my 2 followers

[anna ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 @acinnamonbunny]

i just look so average and i wanna look sickly skinny

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@nixlikesyou LMFAOO you got special privileges !!

[elora @k1llkcals]

"starving isn't worth it you'll still hate yourself no matter how skinny you get" lol idgaf at least i'll be skinny

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

sometimes i get tired of hearing my own brain its so bad when im splitting/abt to split and i know it like girl can you please stfu

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@foils1ck ITS SO SCARY 😓😓 but ive found most people are pretty nice!

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@nixlikesyou not oomfs but are you a beacon for the mentally ill

[Esth H 🕊️ @esthhery]

why are we acting like fasting for one day is easy asf and it's nothing and that's normal um
fasting for a whole day is extremely challenging unless you've been restricting for ages it's not normal

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@bbutterli like i can NOT walk where i live and my house small asf 😭 AND im disabled. 8k at MOST

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

havent binged in a week!! almost broke it today but fought thru the urges ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა + photo dump!

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@laipuccino i still get symptoms even tho at most i spot. my weight fluctuates 2-5 lbs around my period but i also probably have endometriosis, so im not sure if that makes a difference? i just try to drink a lot of water and not weigh myself too often until i know fs im past it

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

@sleepiiiest yeah bcs if youre mentally ill its just your hormones or something!! thatll fix it 😭 4 boxes is crazy too sometimes i have to fight to even get my bc prescription refilled

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

step dad keeps talking about how he only eats once a day im loading the gun as i speak

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

it feels nice but i know as soon as i get back home its gonna take a nose dive. i took this trip as a way to say goodbye to my mom before i admitted myself to the psych ward for however long and now i feel like i dont need it? but i know its gonna suck going back and i will again

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

its so interesting how... being in an environment that doesnt hurt your mental health + actively helps it will make you wanna harm reduce? so obvious but its different experiencing it than imagining it

[melody ᛝ sailor v of edrtwt @_sailor_venus_]

like im visiting my mom right now so im not burdened constantly and like?? i enjoy doing things?? i want to eat and sleep and when i go on walks my thoughts arent about 'how many steps do i still need to get in?'

[るる @chihuahua_hyper]

万人受けしないって本人たちも分かりきった上で、それでもそのスタイルが好きだから貫いてるんでしょ。
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