A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you seeked. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.
Being a girl is so jam packed with activities. Ur so busy all the time. Play farming game, move from couch to bed, drink water, move from bed to couch etc. Nobody talks about it though