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Shtwt I guess you could call it venting I don’t even know why I’m doing this she/her don’t report just block

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Umm im already getting reported so follow my back up acc @ShtwtShtwt9

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The only thing keeping me sane was school yes it’s tiring but I get to see my favorite people and now we’re on spring break and my mom is already messing me up I’ve been clean since like January I think but I’m finna relapse

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💀 I passed out in PE and I got scared they would call my mom but I gues the PE teacher didn’t notice

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I’m scared to eat cuz I’ll probably binge if I do so ima starve

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Bruh I gotta buy one of those weight thingys I forgot what their called cuz I gotta know how much I weight and if I’m loosing or gaining

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The only thing keeping me motivated to not eat is the toilet I don’t wanna go through that anymore

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I’m up on the toilet AGAIN at 5 in the mommy why stomach why? 😞

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I’m dying on this toilet bruh I shouldn’t have eaten I should have just kept fasting

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I’m finna kms istg

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So one of my friends I’ve been talking more to because I kind of stopped talking to her and I was a talking about my bestie and then she says “ you should hear what she says about you in class” and now I’m worried if friend is lying and idk if I should ask my bestie.

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OMFG IM SHITTING BRICKS

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Just broke my fast I feel so disgusting didn’t even make it to the 3rd day no wonder de doesn’t like me

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Shit my mom wants to go to coconut bowl and that means I’m going to break my fast cuz she wants to eat there

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Bruh this is the longest I’ve fasted in a long time I give up a lot of the time but he’s my only motivation I want to be skinny for him I want him to say wow she’s pretty I want him to want me

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Istg I’m going to kms I’m so tired of this shit

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Also please don’t try to give me comfort that makes me feel worse and no I’m not trying to sound like a pick me

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Just found out in 4th period that he likes another girl maybe it’s cuz I’m fat that he doesn’t like me maybe it’s cuz I’m really bad at sports maybe it’s because I have bad posture maybe its because of my hair and how crazy it looks maybe it’s my voice it’s not girly enough

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But anyways at least he doesn’t know I like him well I think he doesn’t I’m not sure whatever I’m gonna go on 3 day fast I’m gonna hope I don’t binge and I gave my self a little bruise while walking home I’m gonna try to give myself bigger ones

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Look at this bride I gave myself and don’t mind my legs haven’t had the energy to shave them

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My ass is freezing on this bench

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Do planks actually help with a flat stomach