Sometimes I wish I had never been the โgiftedโ kid. No one prepares you for the day youโre no longer the best, when your worth starts to feel conditional. Now i am the bad influence on my sisters instead of the daughter I used to be.
Donโt get me wrongโI know he loves me, and heโs a great dad. But Iโve spent my whole life feeling like I have to prove my worth. One mistake, and he looks so disappointed. I try to prove him. And i hate this. I wish i could just do something only for myself
I donโt understand why my father always makes me feel so small. He constantly puts me down, especially in front of my sister, as if Iโm completely worthless.
Indian parents have #IAmTheBest complexity. They cant accept a single critique thrown at them. And then argue like they can never be wrong and how bad we are for pointing out facts