Rainy

edtwt | 18+ | pro recovery | she/they | OCD & CPTSD

kind of recovered at one point but I'm back now 🙃 I lurk more than I post 🫣

[𝓓𝓮𝓵 @delonperc]

CPTSD is realizing you’re exhausted from constantly making sure everyone else feels comfortable, while you’ve been uncomfortable since 1998.

[Rainy @_skinnyrain_]

@puppystarves Either I dye my hair or I combust. There is no third option. 🤷🏼

[MAJOR @Squeeze1i]

Just another reminder that CPTSD is a nervous system injury. It's not a mental illness. It's not emotional weakness. It's not some physical flaw. It's an injury caused by surviving what killed the old you. Please be gentle, kind, and patient with yourself.

[Rainy @_skinnyrain_]

Me: idk why I have such cold sensitive teeth???
Also me: spent my entire teenage years as a bulimic
🙄

[❁ @gloomyvisuaIs]

fog.

[Rainy @_skinnyrain_]

@shhfae Oof yeah, I get that. I just play vanilla and it's been pretty good.

[Rainy @_skinnyrain_]

Got caught in an ocd loop this morning and weighed myself twelve times. Like... Friend, we don't have time for this. I think it's because I became overwhelmingly aware of feeling my own body last night. Not a huge fan of being corporeal at the moment.

[Gilgamesh @MichiganSwordd]

What doesn’t kill you erases your childhood memories and takes away your ability to accept physical touch

[horse dentist @equine__dentist]

i don’t have braincells i just have these guys

[InfiniteHorizon @InFiniteH0riZ0n]

Autumn days in Oregon, USA

[⚢ Eddie✬ @St4rvingDyk3]

😭😭😭 real

[⛆ 🌧️ ⛆ @spooky_nature]

I love “bad weather”

[latke @latkedelrey]

me when other people need help: that’s so normal girl. that’s so understandable. nothing to be embarrassed about

me when i need help: i need to be killed.

[lynn @linnssins]

If any data center deserves our protection, it’s a public library.

[Rainy @_skinnyrain_]

Just go ahead and call me out then I guess.

[zayden @pemilo123]

your mother is emotionally stunted, your father is emotionally absent and you're a neurodivergent, hyper-vigilant insomniac who finds it hard to believe that anyone would choose to love them