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21+ ; they/them ; MDNI

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office intrusive thoughts telling me to cut myself open and rip my ovaries out

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i miss when i had the time to workout and endorphins were a thing in my body

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i will in fact be butthurt forever if i believe you wronged me

10 years from now? absolutely.
on my deathbed? i'll carry the negative energy into the grave.

i lose my memory a lot but not when it comes to grudge 💀

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why must i go through the seven stages of grief over the smallest shit

am i stupid

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i hate how obsessive negative experiences make me as opposite to positive ones.
i get so bitter and never move on from the smallest things
i still carry grudges against people I haven't seen in over ten years, meeting them again would ruin my day for weeks

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i just want to go home and plant some basil seeds so i can wait for good things to happen again

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all is temporary and it's ok
you can discover new views next once you accept it

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my brain craves 10.000 naps worth of rest

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i am not built for fast paced rhythms i was supposed to frolic in the woods

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me wondering why my cortisol is through the roof after drinking 75 coffees

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me wondering why my cortisol is through the roof after drinking 75 coffees

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whyyyyy does it feel good to peel off the skin on your fingers

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can't wait to get home from work and do my chores and play tomodachi life like a respectable adult should

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oh no the feeling of being an outsider wherever i go

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bless flowers and caterpillars and plants and critters i hope everyone is safe and happy soon and all evil people destroying our world rot

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thinking about kakairu and how kakashi flirting in a very silly way is just him hiding his depression and the feeling he's not worth of love because he feels like iruka should be protected from what he deems his ugly side

only for iruka to prove him wrong and love him wholly

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this weekend i want to try making a orange peel box
it sounds fun

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apparently customers like my promotional sweatshirt and I sold a lot of tires of the brand while wearing it, it's kind of fun to think about

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well, that was almost as depressing as the substance

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watching the ugly step sister and i am unwell i need a 74 hour nap

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@dontmakeme0RA but thank you
i don't deserve the kindness of a good person like you but it makes me happy anyway

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i wish i was interesting