@QaziWalli you just swallow those tears before it starts falling on your cheeks & choke yourself so u don't start yapping about ur weird af traumas
after nani's demise suddenly it's no more nani's home but mamu's house & mami doesn't let u in cos she thinks she owns this property which belongs to her & her kids only 💀
@httphashim ig that's how life is lil brutal if one soul dies it takes everything with it the love that nourishment & warmth & left home with just celling & four walls
@arsla_amir marriage isn't about just being physically available there you need to put your soul in to make it survive u never gonna end up feeling alone but lonely for sure if u aren't mentally & emotionally present to ur partner
@httphashim you feel like you need permission to even touch things you can't decorate the room you spend life in cos it doesn't belong to u anymore like it used to even if you still live there, no one knows this house as nani's home but just someone's property & u gonna be thrown out anytime
@httphashim it just don't feel like your home anymore even if you're raised there the vibe or ambiance completely changes it just house with ppl but not home that warmth fades away quickly