Then, suddenly, he fell ill, and the last time we played the game was at the end of 11th grade. Just recently, I played again, and now it serves as my therapy after a long, exhausting day. Thanks to him, my coworkers can't defeat me easily. Hehe πΈ
I recall how we used to stay late at school 'coz of table tennis. I was quite terrible at it, yet he never minded playing with me. At times, I even grew frustrated with myself for not being able to return the ball β how did he manage not to? π
Talking about playing, this year I returned to playin' table tennis after many years. There are only a few who know who introduced me to the game, and he was amazin'. Altho, he may be gone now, he left behind a talented player - myself, 'haha'. He was surely my best playmate.π€
Yesterday, I exerted myself so much playing that I reached a point where I didn't mind being completely soaked in sweat and feeling utterly exhausted. Emotionally, it was a terrible day. It felt like I needed a good cry as soon as I got home. π€
It's been a while since the last time I watched a good documentary, I'm so happy to get to watch one again. Then I randomly miss my painting set; I miss so many things that I used to do.π
It feels amazing to finally break free from something that was going nowhere. I thought it would be an emotional tempest, yet I find myself oddly numb. π€π€
There's always that one person whose negative attitude can ruin your entire day. It's frustrating; I just want this day to be over now! And then, little things come along that only add to the frustration. Ugh, why does this happen?
#bitchday π£
As I look back, I remember how socially awkward I used to be β I'd stay silent and awkwardly grin when someone tried to talk to me. But now, I'm loving how I'm slowly getting more comfortable with conversations. π»
I watched a vid 'bout how someone chose to prioritize saving their frndship instead of cutting ties w/ the person he likes. It's true; the other person doesn't have to reciprocate ur feelings. Instead of risking the frndship u've built, it's better to keep expectations in check.
You've always made everything he does seem special, as if it were just for you. But no, ghurl, it turns out he's like that with everyone. LOL! π€£
What happened to being cautious in 2024? π₯΄
Sometimes I mix up kindness with interest, but I'm totally working on it! No worries, it only messes with a few human beings, so the rest of you can keep being awesome to me. π₯΄
I recently had a conversation with someone I least expected to offer such advice. He said, 'Always be careful in making decisions, especially when it comes to matters of the heart.' It was gently said, but girl, did it slap my DELULU self hard! π