I sort of learned my lesson in the past 2 weeks to reach out to old friends. + the fact na may mga tao na I just can't reach out to dahil sa mga kagagawan ko lol
The people pleaser of an a$$ in me is so spent, i feel physically and emotionally tired, i feel isolated at times. I have broken down too many times in the past few weeks. I am only writing this down, not to complain, but to acknowledge my feelings
Dami ko na rin na shut off na tao in the past few years. (Some leading to FO) But yeah. All of this, while still dealing with grief, topped with more grief, it's just not easy