im at a stage in my life where i don't want to be CRAZY IN LOVE no more. i want to feel CALM in love. SAFE in love. UNDERSTOOD in love & CHOSEN in love.
i never want a man to settle for me. Go find your dream woman, and if you can't find her, don't use me to fill the gap. I want mine clingy, passionate, reassuring, unapproachable, God fearing, and locked in on me only.
I just hope the next go round my heart is protected & im just sitting here thinking about , how all I ever wanted was to be loved correctly not matter the mistakes we both made 🥴😭it was never bout nothing materialistic, I just wanted the same love I gave back in return .
God really sat me down… broke my heart, shook my world, isolated me, and forced me to face the chaos I couldn’t run from. Everything was messy, but necessary. He was rebuilding me and I didn’t even realize it.
Now? I’m just watching myself grow, evolve, and glow. I went through hell, cycles, and tests of faith to get here. So when you see me elevating just know it didn’t come easy— it took everything I had & I deserve it all. 💯🙌🏽
acts of service is one of my favorite love languages. i honestly don't care how big or small the gesture is, just knowing you thought about me, considered me, and wanted to make my day a little easier means everything to me.
My version of being spoiled ain’t about the money… it’s about how you treat me. How gentle you are, how you talk to me, how you cater to me, how you love me, protect me, and pour into me. Anybody can spend money. Not everybody knows how to make you feel loved. That’s the real luxury.