Dark Thinker

this is where the darkest thoughts breathe life

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

there is no one
to untangle me

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i wish
you were here
to help me

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

thought i was different
i am the same
thought i was better
found to be lame
thought i’d be someone
living in shame
they deserve better
my death,
their gain

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

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[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

if the entire world
were to happen
in the span of
1 year
today is the day
that both my son
& my father
live in each other’s
embrace

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

if you were still here
i wonder
where would i be

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

the sides are too
far away
i’ve nowhere to
reach
& i’m
drowning.

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

cruel reminders
of the blessings
i have lost

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

2 years can’t pass
fast enough

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

suffocating
in the absence
of you

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

just add it to the
list of reasons why
i’m unfit for
“human” status

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i’m lost

cost cheaper
then tossed

a sleeper
a creeper
in frost

glossed over, accosted
existence exhausted
i drink
‘til my
compass is crossed

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

1:>9

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i’m struggling

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i’ve built this prison
with my
bare hands

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i used to have
enough friends to
classify some
as “best”

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

“under the bottom”
is not a place
you should be able to
pinpoint on a map
yet here i am

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

is
a
n
ything ok?
r
e
v
e

i’m not, i think it’s obvious to state

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

there comes a time
in everyone’s life:
the time has come
for ending one’s life

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

i have rarely been
as close to as i have
this past
week

the bottom

[Dark Thinker @_thedarkthinker]

if i don’t make it
that’s ok
i always planned it out
this way