Thin Girl

19 yr old girl struggling with the everyday complexes of Anorexia. I made this just to let out my thoughts. If you can relate im sorry, ill try to help though

[amiprettyet @nosmilesANA]

dont be deceived.

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I cry when I can't make myself purge

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Typically girls cry when puppies die or their boyfriends dump them

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I'm such a control freak

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Guess I could try to sleep. Aka, stare in the dark stressing about meals tomorrow until my mind finally shuts down endless hours later

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Basket case could sum me up pretty well

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

But in reality I'm the farthest thing from it

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I tell myself I'm fine on the daily like 10X

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Because I don't want help, help means people shoving food in your face and acting like your dying

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I'd rather help someone than help myself

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Nothing in the entire world is perfect. So why have a word that describes nothing?

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I honestly can't stand the word 'perfect'

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

why doesn't anyone understand this?

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Fat leads to death

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Food leads to fat

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

Boredom leads to food

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

It aggravates me when people THINK they understand...and proceed to shove food and happy thoughts in my face

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I get mad when my belly growls. Like stop.

[Thin Girl @_thingirl_]

I drown in my own anxiety