I weighed myself for the first time in 2 and a half months and I’ve gained another 10 kgs hahaha. I’m officially OBEASE hahahahha!!! 14 months ago I was 1,5 kgs away from being underweight hahahahhah!!!!!!!!!
I really want to start running again. Only problem is I don’t have any winter workout clothes that fit anymore and I can’t afford to buy an entirely new set up :(
My psychiatrist said she’ll prescribe me an antidepressant that (hopefully) helps with weight loss once I’m not anemic anymore. She literally feels bad for me for gaining so much weight. I love her 😭
Honestly this has worked out great for me. The assessment I’ll be getting is basically for every mental illness, personality disorder and neuropsychiatric disability there is. Finally I’ll find out what the fuck is actually wrong with me!!
A little update: so I was in ed treatment and was planning to quit. Well, my psychiatrist and psychologist at the treatment center think i’m misdiagnosed with bipolar. They think I have ADD and bpd so they’ve sent a referral to get me assessed. Until then they won’t treat me ✌🏽
I really wanna come back on here but I’m struggling so hard with social interactions, irl and online. It sucks so much!! I miss y’all and my safe space :(