@SimmonsT09@1DJFirstClass Bro. I was JUST about to say. This is sounding way too familiar. The worse part about it is that because we’re in Canada it’ll never gain the recognition (as the others have shown) it should. Started with Africville and they’ll be trying to do the same with Uniack.
You need boredom. A lot of it. Start by going on walks without music. No stimulation. No distractions of any kind. If you learn to sit with your own thoughts, for long enough, in time they will start serving you. You'll start having ideas once again. You'll start developing an extreme sense of clarity that will shift you into the next stage of your life. All by being bored, which is pretty insane.