10. a little hopecore now
i dont do drugs anymore and im not an alcoholic anymore as well as i stopped letting people use me for my body, i still have an ed but its not as severe as before, im trying to convince myself i deserve help
in honor of retrying to recover for the millionth time, a thread of things that happened to me back at my worst state(s), and some stuff im left with because of my mental disorders
#recoverytwt#triggerwarning#tw#edtwt#shtwt
9. desensitization
im desensitized about things that happen to me and i dont find them a big deal, happily im not desensitized when it comes to others anymore and i helped a few people with their disorders, i even convinced some they deserve help and everything the best
if i cant hit beans then ill cut out skin from around and stab it with needles until i hit nerves and veins i was admitted into that ward as an extreme patient for a reason
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i was looking through my things and found a piece of skin i cut off myself what the fuck its like a year old i finna puke that shit stinks so bad what does one do with it