͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝛏 。 ᥱ𓈒𝗍һᥲᥒ ⠀ ๑r ⠀ і᥎ᥲᥒ
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 🐾 𝗍rᥡіᥒg 𝗍᥆ rᥱᥴ᥆᥎ᥱr ⠀һᥱ
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ #shedtwt #recoverytwt

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

10. a little hopecore now
i dont do drugs anymore and im not an alcoholic anymore as well as i stopped letting people use me for my body, i still have an ed but its not as severe as before, im trying to convince myself i deserve help

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

in honor of retrying to recover for the millionth time, a thread of things that happened to me back at my worst state(s), and some stuff im left with because of my mental disorders
#recoverytwt #triggerwarning #tw #edtwt #shtwt

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

9. desensitization
im desensitized about things that happen to me and i dont find them a big deal, happily im not desensitized when it comes to others anymore and i helped a few people with their disorders, i even convinced some they deserve help and everything the best

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

@antgirl43 thank you lol im not as thin as i used to be but i dont know if i wanna come back to that state

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

if i cant hit beans then ill cut out skin from around and stab it with needles until i hit nerves and veins i was admitted into that ward as an extreme patient for a reason

sfx makeup ai generated roleplay

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

@_aautopsy iknew that so far but imagine throwint a piece of rotten skin out randomlu i seem like jeffrey dihmer

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

i was looking through my things and found a piece of skin i cut off myself what the fuck its like a year old i finna puke that shit stinks so bad what does one do with it

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

@milkysmoker 🤔 prolly not

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

talk to me text me message me dm me interact with me speak to me engage in a conversation with me

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

before we ask what i did it with, some questions are better off unanswered. we do NOT talk about it.

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

i stitched my own cut call me doctor

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

saw my ex say he cuts deeper than me. name one time u hit beans fascia or bone

[͜◞།ིྀ ͝ ͡ ͡ ֯ ᥱ𝗍һᥲᥒ ᥆𝖿 sһᥱძ𝗍ᥕ𝗍 ໒꒱𓈒ׅৎ◞ @_unnmedicated]

people dont understand the burning need i have to die