wanting intimacy but refusing to participate in hookup culture because i'm only sexually attracted whenn i'm emotionally attached to someone is its own hell
I finally broke through 59kg after so much time just gaining and loosing weight there but i still feel fat af, i used to look so much better and THINNER at this weight :(
Anorexia isn't just about wanting to be thin.
It can be influenced by traits like being overly conscientious, highly self-critical, and pushing yourself too hard.
So if someone criticizes you, please don't blame yourself.
I really wish more people understood this.