enough solitude can prepare you for any outside noise. i hope you find a little more time, a little more energy, a little more love, to devote to yourself.
People do not do wrong to you. They do what they think is right for themselves. Their betrayal. Their selfishness. Their cruelty. It's not about you. It's about their own fear. Their insecurities. Their emptiness. See this, and you'll be free. You'll be happier.
Sometimes being "locked in" means slowing down. Sitting in the sun. Being present. Remembering that life isnโt a constant project to improve, monetize, or turn into evidence of your worth. Youโre allowed to enjoy your life while youโre building it.
I learned you simply cannot be friends with ppl you have more than. And NO, not materialistic things. But, more morals, more values, more AURAโฆ. Ppl will hate you for sh!t money canโt buy! You literally have to surround yourself with your kind.