My little cousin made a comment that she gets her pretty from me and thatโs such a crazy thing to say bc i am adopted and she is nearly full blood Cherokee Indian ๐ฅด๐ i donโt think she knows
3 weeks ago i didnโt leave the inside of my house for like 4 days because my anxiety was so bad and i spent it in a ball on the couch so i am just proud and happy to be coming out of that
So proud of myself!! I did dishes today, went to a few different places outside of the house, painted pumpkins, cooked dinner (huge!!)
I have been coming a long way with my anxiety and getting stuck in the cycle of fight flight or freeze (mainly freeze)
Fuck im only supposed to take half of my sleeping pill and i forgot and took the whole thing and itโs already 10:30 i am going to be a zombie at work in the morning
Rough draft of our floor plans for the new home are done and Iโm so excited to be out in the country doing cowgirl shit in my forever home on 20 acres๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค๐ค