having autism and trying to talk to people especially online just feels like a humiliation ritual 24/7 like sorry for consistently choosing the wrong dialogue option I guess bro
“why don’t autistic people just autism into being socially normal? why don’t adhd people have a hyperactive deficit of being productive and well adjusted? why don’t OCD people obsesses over acting regularly?” well then it wouldn’t be a fucking disorder would it
@bolubentley@sofiasgigante@nobengunii & many people get confused how i can be "high support needs autistic" but be articulate like this? that's just how autism works. i am very good at articulating and other things but i struggle with everyday life tasks, tremendously . so just letting u know before you get confused
@bolubentley@sofiasgigante@nobengunii thank you so much. i really wouldn't care about doing anything to him if i had the opportunity to stay distant. I'm stuck living with him until further notice..... so IDK what to do as someone who's unfortunately dependent on him (high support needs autistic)
@cownsult@sofiasgigante@nobengunii thank you for answering. unfortunately my father is genuinely so bonkers I'm not even sure it'll stop him. threats seem to embolden him further :/ any ideas ?
@orderinoutof@OGoldash@sofiasgigante@nobengunii welp unfortunately I've already failed at step 1 💔. except I've got trust & the element of surprise available for me, so i guess im not completely cooked if im really about it fr.
as for step 2, can u explain how that's relevant to the situation? I'm sorry, i didn't understand
@Punished_L@OGoldash@sofiasgigante@nobengunii ye I'm not sure about this yet. kind of a dumb idea considering i live w/ him. ppl love to preach "hit your abusive parent back!!!" but when i say i live with them, it just starts to sound extremely idiotic. that's like me beating up my cellmate in jail. I STILL GOTTA SLEEP IN TH