jay 🥥

i love the minions!! | he/him | autistic

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@Ore_Nicole it's true.... they eventually go from being in awe of you to resenting you and hating your guts 🤗. that's why i stay away from people who just seem so enthralled about me, bc it always turns into the complete opposite negative emotions. and it becomes dangerous as well

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@ReekoTheWise @stonedinurattic diabolical levels of freak

[N I M B ❂ @Nimbopill]

Reasons why I’m not going to war:

-no mini map

-no respawns

-fall damage

-friendly fire

-no crosshair

-no killstreaks

[via @sourberryvi]

you can always tell when someone’s life starts falling apart because suddenly they’re tweeting 47 times a day

[gul @goths4jesus]

They shouldve killed me back in December

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@neovirescent @Background1133 yeah i could do it but why do u recommend it? what will it do?

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@neovirescent @Background1133 and then eventually they also stop caring about ur close to death crisises so then the only resolve your mind can come to is "i must end myself for everyone to finally understand what pain I'm in". genuinely how i feel rn bc idk how else to get anyone to see how much i'm hurting

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@neovirescent @Background1133 i agree. at some point you start 2 feel invisible & think "the only time people will (or sadly, actually this is the only time they DO) care is when i attempt/harm myself/end myself"

how i feel currently..no 1 cares until its a full blown crisis which makes u cause more crisises

[champ @charmpp101]

The internet convinced an entire generation that every disagreement is a red flag and every inconvenience is trauma

[Hi im Ded @Ded_enne]

I've been friends with someone for 16ish years, and for more than 10 years of it, bro has been obviously clinically depressed. And I still show up for him every single time.

People who only stay during good times genuinely deserve the same treatment that they give. Toxic af.

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@ember_ethereal @Background1133 no fr, that's what i pick up too. it's like they don't even really wanna say it they just feel like they have to cause it's "the right thing to do", and so they dont have to attend your funeral and live with the "what if?" questions swirling around in their head

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@TheMishmashCat @whatshulooking @VanhaomenaXD @poopyschizo thanks bro for a more direct answer

i usually tend to look at the lips alot because i have trouble processing what im hearing, & im good at reading lips. unfortunately, many people take it as a romantic signal bc i can see the sparkle in their eyes when i do it too much🫩🙏💔🥀

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@virtuallyself same. but unfortunately, my autistic mind has a naturally strong sense of justice, so my urges get the best of me regardless 💔🥀

[Shablowsk @virtuallyself]

i can’t stand arguing with people on twitter sometimes cause they’re so unbearably ignorant and delusional that whatever i say just doesn’t register in their smooth brain

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

i felt the urge to do this like a week ago and i did so and she called me back just to tell me she loved me, didn't even ask why the phone hung up ❤️ some people are good

[⋆ ｡ ° ༺˚ 𖦹 gîchœ łīçbåkt 𖦹 ˚༻ ° ｡ ⋆ @ichriecheblut]

about to hang up on my friend just because i feel like being disruptive

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@SteveskiClarke @amikitt3 it just stopped??

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@amikitt3 dopamine

[jay 🥥 @_whereisjay]

@isabellainlaw big pharma's favorite consumer 🤗

[✯ @rrilvc_]

kill your fucking ego and text me