⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚

19 ~ digital diary ~ i post every thought i think ——— sw: 177 ~ cw/lw: 112.2~ gw: 115 ~ ugw: 105 ——— edtwt+bpdtwt

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

hello all i got logged out and now im back and worse than ever got my heart broken by a love bombing freak and i am in utter shambles and want to die how are you all doing

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

not gonna weigh myself till finals week just completely locking the fuck back in

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

telling myself i’ve gone from 177 to 112 there’s nothing i can’t do

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

binge doesn’t even begin to cover these last 2 days… i’ve gained so much…. winter arc starting today… im disgusted with myself

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

scratch everything this fat friday was the worst of them all just had the worst binge i’ve had in a hot fucking minute prob won’t be hearing from me for a while but hey at least i ate under 400 everyday for the last 2 weeks god my whole body hurts from eating so much

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

never mind the ice cream was screaming at me i ate at maintenance

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

successful fat friday, stayed below maintenance, ate hella food, feel fat as fuck

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

successful fat friday, stayed below maintenance, ate hella food, feel fat as fuck

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

fat fridays are lowkey working as metab days bc i’ve been hitting a new LW every week

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

today’s fat friday was 1,200 cal which is exponentially better than last fat friday thank god

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

i think this weeks day friday will be a tad less fat gonna aim for 1000 limit

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

almost at bmi 17

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

almost 111 but it’s fat friday 😖

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

15 min till apple time

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

my chest bones in this vid have me gagged never seen them like that before

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

gone from 177 to 112, will i ever feel like i’ve lost enough ?

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

new LW

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

i just want cava

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

i don’t remember life before calories, if i could go back in time and never learn about calories i would, numbers have completely ruined me

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

@strawvvies wait genuinely

[⋆.˚ ୨୧ rose ୨୧⋆.˚ @_witheringrose]

my skin has been atrocious lately