Princess Jacildone⚡️

29 | Brians Queen | mama to melody & malikai |

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Surprise!! Melody got promoted to big sister and we’re having a baby boy🥺💙 god blessed me with a sonshine! Baby number 2 is expected to make his debut 12/31/20 or 01/01/21 I AM SO BLESSED🤍

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@daviyan_ I’m fucking crying😂😂

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Damned if you do, damned if you don’t

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Still can’t believe we lost the way we did today. Smfh

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Praying for everyone because every time I open up my socials the news keeps getting worse.. locally around the valley and around the world. It’s insane

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

The world is a scary, ugly place right now and I just don’t know how to explain that to my kids…

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@realliferiss I know you would babes but I moved to Visalia sooo I’m talking about over here lol🥲

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

wish I had more mom friends to hangout with my babies & I 😭

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@omgguiamarie The trick is to let them fall asleep first lol

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@omgguiamarie Me😘

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@itss__roni Lol barely seeing this but nope not anytime soon 🤣

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

All these cute baby clothes and I’m like 🥹 one more won’t hurt and then I’m reminded by the two crazies I already have 🤯🤯

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@daviyan_ @teeaahna Man, apparently. The guy my dude goes to is $25 and 1/8 and a quarter is $60.😭

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@_ayoomonae Girl. ALL OF THEM.

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

@daviyan_ Yes! It’s so much harder when you have kids and you just become stuck with your identity. I love my kids but I’m more than just a mother and there’s so much I wanna do but don’t have the means too 😭

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

I was so close. I remember 2018 I was finally at Fresno state about to take my teas test for nursing and I found out I was pregnant with Mel. I had to pause my education and I just never went back cause two years later I got pregnant with Kai. It just hurts getting put down

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

My mom literally said she’ll be dead and I still won’t be back in school..
Like damn woman!!

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Filipino parents are def built different

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

But hey it is what it is

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

Nobody knows how bad I want to go back to school and it sucks when I don’t have the best support system or resources to go back

[Princess Jacildone⚡️ @_xxpcj]

I’m tryna convince her that I’m gonna go back to school I’m just tryna figure things out with child care for the kids and finding a school but it’s never enough