Some ask if I donโt feel lonely. I donโt. I don't know what that feeling is.
And honestly?
It is okay to just want to be.
To simply living, growing, glowing buildingโฆ
And that is enough for ME.
But sometimes, when I read the comments from ladies wishing for the same, a small part of me wonders why they want marriage so much - their choice.
When guys ask me out and I say NO, 98% of them would start vowing how they'll treat well better than my previous relationship.
Maybe itโs because there is almost nothing I canโt provide for myself. So if I ever consider being with someone, he has to be bringing a LOT to the table โ mentally, financially, emotionally, spiritually. The bare minimum doesnโt move me. And presence alone is not enough.
When Iโm behind the camera filming weddings, I๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝm blushing. Iโm excited for the couple. Iโm hyping, gingering them, letting their love sweeten my body. Mostly those couples who canโt keep their hands off each other or keep quiet when itโs time to praise one another. Itโs adorable.
When I post wedding videos, 99.9% of the comments are from women congratulating, manifesting, praying for their own day. And sincerely, I always say โAmenโ for them.