the sad god.

🔞 -18 DNI || 20 || indecisive about pfp || Identity issues and BPD || The red means I love you!! 🔪🩸

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I want strawpage gimmicks please

https://t.co/0ciLob2VTZ

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

Loneliness sucks

[ٰ @smokesprits]

i miss when she used to give a fuck about me

[edielvsjimin @hawk_tuah_gawa]

Just masturbated now I’m going to cut myself #happypridemonth

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I yearn for a love who randomly tells me about the things they love seeing/hearing me do. Little personality traits they favor about me. To be adored. #bpd

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

normalize leaving people to avoid empathy burnout. yes, i love you, but i am tired of having to ask you to consider me, and i am tired of you not seeing where you went wrong.

[𝕊𝕒𝕞𝕞𝕪 @FromN5_]

and someday, when the ego wears off, i hope you realize everything could’ve been fixed with one emotionally mature conversation

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I wish it was easy to be loved purely and genuinely with no ill intention

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

And really, why would you NOT want to improve and “actively listen” to your partner’s feelings if you love them? That’s what my therapist says

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I’m going to cry if my therapist ends up telling me that they think my ex never cared about me because that’s my worst fear and her constant arguing and reluctance to accept me expressing pain from her actions always makes me wonder if she doesn’t actually love me. It feels true.

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

Why would she insult all the hard work I’m doing to be a better partner and control my BPD all because I fucking told her that her speed of doing things is too slow for me??? There was no need for that, plus now you fucked up and said some irreversible shit to me.

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I wasn’t expecting my therapist to take my side when I read my ex’s long insulting paragraph aloud to them. It took awhile to explain the entire argument to them but they ended up being frustrated with my ex just like I am. They told me that it “says a lot about who she is”.

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I’m so used to thinking that I’m asking for too much or that I’m being unreasonable but hearing a therapist actually tell me that my ex is “not willing to sit with” my words and “change” was surprising and relieving in a way. Because yeah, why does she always argue with me??

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

Who the fuck keeps reporting my posts????

[pachi 🔞 @pxchizu]

gonna go see the tadc movie today, hoping jax kills people
#theamazingdigitalcircus
#ribbun
#jax

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

I’m finally back after being suspended for 6 days. Jesus fucking christ.

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

@K0c1araA Is that sarcasm or?

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

Wowie… 500+ likes for ruining my skin permanently…. I should continue

[the sad god. @aBitterAnimal]

Thank you for the love :) I’ll be sure to post more cuts