as painful as the truth is, it is often less bad than the stand-in you have constructed
especially if you created that stand-in when you were very young
the utter insignificance of who was wrong or right
consciously or not, through shame and guilt, pain and fear, a person will find ways to get their needs met
@the_aiju Talked about this with some ND coworkers recently! We discussed the idea that ND folks get used to a baseline level of effort that allows us to take certain things in stride, or push through some difficult situations because it's not that different from daily life
Hrm. Last year I missed vibecamp because of Life™️ but promised I'd go to the next one. It is 2023 and once again I am not going because of Life™️. I'm honestly not even sure I /want/ to go anymore, though it's possible I do /need/ to go at some point.
Gotta break out of the rut
hey do i have any mutuals who are hiring talented frontend web developers? or who could recommend me? i’m looking for a place that could sponsor my visa as a canadian
i specialize in 3D development and bespoke interactive experiences but i can do normal websites too
I had no idea that if I
* Sleep 8 hours
* Exercise regularly
* Get lots of sunlight
* Go for walks
* Stay hydrated
* Eat well
I would feel great.
There was no way to know this before this point. It was impossible to know.
I think I really need to get back to therapy but every time I think about the process of finding a therapist the same issues that I want to go to therapy for cause me to give up on getting it