As someone who has dealt with OCD since childhood (undiagnosed until 20's), I just learned about Optimization OCD.
Which is like "I need to shower.
But if I'm going to shower, I need to work out first.
But if I'm going to work out, I need to eat first.
But if I'm going to eat, I need to clean the kitchen first.
But if I'm going to clean the kitchen I need to start a load of laundry so it's done by the time I shower."
My brain does this FOR EVERYTHING.
I always assumed it was just part of ADHD.๏ฟผ
Hard Pill to swallow as an adult:
At some point, you will have to disappoint others to live a life that's honest to you.
People pleasing will drain you, not save you.
You have every right to set boundaries and choose your peace. You can disappoint people and still be a good person.
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My OCD is so bad at this point that the only way I can get away from it is sleeping or drinking.
It just makes everything so much harder. I can't even leave work before 5, and if it's 5 after, I've been late to every one of my sessions.
I can't handle this. I need it to end.
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WE DID IT GUYS!! I FINALLY REACHED ANOTHER RANK LEVEL!!! That being said, I have finally graduated from beginner's bracket in Academy.
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too many players let themselves get shamed out of getting better.
losing is not embarrassing, having big goals is not embarrassing, struggling is not embarrassing.
trying is not embarrassing.
making excuses, not trying, covering your ego?
that's when you look like a bitch.