@SanePhanFrfr i understand and I'm sorry for the invalidation, you're not alone on this as others with disabilities have come out as well. i hope you and them find comfort in yourselves and not let anyone tell you your struggles are fake.
the amount of people who genuinely feel horrible for believing him makes me so sad and avid continues to pisses me off with each info comes out. as someone who used to be friends with a manipulator, i just need people to know that theyβre not bad for believing him.
unfortunately i was too blinded and scared of the idea of being parasocial that when i saw the signs i didnt speak out and i regret that and i am sorry for doubting my instincts. as for now letβs move foward and support those who were/are affected.
yeah I'm not gonna make art of avid anymore, but as for the past art I have made, should i still keep the art up as I just see a character when I look at them?