𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏

At the end of the day, I just wanna meow meow with cats.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

O god, if there's someone who leads a happy life and fights for the betterment of humanity, and death looms over him now ...

Damn fck. Just take my life and extend that person life instead.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Dulu kat kampung, tengok atuk aku bangunkan rumah baru - both rumah kayu & bata - banyak kali tanpa ada complicated kira2, rasa macam mudah je.

Sekali lepas masuk structural engineering, rumah kena ikut standard & proven calculation et cetera. Padahal nak diri kan atap je. 😩

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

@natmochii Every second is a learning process that worth your youth

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Some people thought that I'm in my successful era ...

But, my mind has been in a slump since decade ago.

I know the reason and cause back then. I just don't feel like to treat it. Hoping that somehow, someway or another, I would be gone from this plane.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Kadang tu stress juga layan orang benak ni ...

Aku suruh pergi sini, dia boleh pula pergi sana sambil cakap, "sana eh(?)".

Eh kau tanya aku ke kau nak buat statement ni.

Pastu ulang2 cakap sini, boleh pula respons, "tak, tak, tak, sana."

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

The fact that I am eligible to receive my pension by the start of next year if I decided to retire ......

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Damn ..

Kadang tu aku malas nak cerita background aku, tapi bila orang stalked aku and started pandang rendah kat aku sebab ingat aku ni hanya full-time student tanpa ada experience.

Nak je aku do uno reverso kat diorang. Tapi malas pula aku nak bertekak ngan minda orang camni.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Aku tahu aku ni tak ada tawakkal yang tinggi kepada Sang Pencipta, tapi kalau semua benda nak berserah membabi buta tanpa hikmah, ilmu dan usaha, itu nama nya cetek akal.

😭😭

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Dah 4 hari aku kerja half-day ni. Rasa macam terlalu relax je.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

You know what, i think i don't want to be a manager.

I prefer senior engineer role or maybe lead engineer instead ....

Fck all these paperworks.

🫠🙃🫠🙃🫠🙃

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Did I just passed out and skipped Saturday?

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Them talking about "9 out of 10, people would ... bla bla bla ...".

You know what ... 8 out of 10, I pray for my own perish to happen. But here I am, with the 2 out 10, with you - listening to your crap.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Wdym I'm always striving ...

I began my day with give-up mindset. 😮‍💨

Like ... death would be preferential than living another day. But suicidal, ain't good in my faith ... that kinda thing.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Kalau orang bagi aku range gaji berapa nak, obviously aku pilih the higher end of the range ...

Lain kali bagi exact number terus.

🤣🤣🤣

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

@iiiikmal This is me when I already got used to dry toilet and bathroom. Bila balik kampung tengok semua basah, tiba rasa macam tak biasa pula. 😭😭

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Bila entah nak habis side-questing nya aku ni ....

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

I haven't watch any horror movie for years now ....

But why tf my last night's dream was me in one - also with a bad storyplot ...

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Imagine this ...

There's a group of adults who believes that kid at 9yo not being able to read/speak fluently as normal.

Bruh tf. I was able to speak 3 languages, read 4 languages, read/write 2 different writing systems at 7 years old.

... and I wasn't alone on that regard. 😭

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

In public settings, a lot of people assumed I worked in the local supermarket.

Heck, there were multiple occasions when people looked down on me and thought I was a poor guy who couldn't afford things.

Even more frustratingly, the ones who did this to me were the non-natives.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

Pelik betul. Tak ada angin tak ada ribut, tiba2 muncul nama yang tak dijangka dalam mimpi aku.

[𝓐. 𝓝𝓪𝓼𝓻𝓲 𝕏 @a_nasri_]

I just realised I have more disposable income than I thought I would have.

.... or is it because due to me not having social life?

😅😅