@huniegarden lol i mean i been listening to max volume for like 10+ years and i've experienced no hearing loss. what the fuck is everyone talking about
backrooms movie had some depth to it. i didn't know what expectations to have, but after watching i was impressed with the plot points and the philosophies involved. we all strive to avoid being like pirate clark
i'm just publicly admitting these experiences cause i feel like i understand myself better when im upfront about it. it helps me understand why sometimes i throw relationships away like used paper. why i think humanity be evil sometimes.
a few years ago in the music store, i was buying a guitar. out of nowhere some old black guy says, "yanno in all my time living i never met a mf as ugly as you" and of course to other people that's funny. but experiencing shit like this growing up did funky things to my brain.
if you are wondering why i never put out music, it's not because i have high standards. it's not because of a marketing strategy. it's not because i am forced not to. it is simply - entirely - because i am stupid
@OxCinco A musician and artist will always know more and be more qualified to give critique than a random bozo on twitter who listens to top 40 exclusively
this might show my age a lil, but a lot of us glorify the soundcloud era of hip hop. it was dope! but how many of yall remember the era between 2008-2012. i'm talking about slow download speeds, praying limewire didn't fail🤣, chris travis, KCAMP, dusty vocals, sharing cds, brooo
it's the genuine moments. the dude you meet on playstation at 3am that you talk to for years, the random girl you get a number from the store, the coworker that reaches out. it's all about them lil deep cuts that teach you the faucets of relationships
you can tell if someone is jealous of your workout ability if they a.) downplay your abilities, b.) try to correct your form and they obviously have no idea what they're talking about, c.) change the subject with no praise. the effect is also boosted if it's the same gender.
i couldn't be happy for any part of my own experience because i thought it was shit because i didn't get what i wanted. i was naive; impatient. it costed me a lot too. but maybe that's all a part of the plan. idk what the universe has in store for me. i'm waiting differently now
2025 was the hardest year of my life. strained relationships, had to say goodbye to a bunch of people, laid off, lost my house, lost my dogs pups as a result, lost my transportation. i had to start all the way back over -
it took this long to realize that i wasn't learning my lesson. my lesson i've been ignoring in my youth is that a lot of things weren't meant for me. they weren't in the cards. i had such a hard time understanding that because i just wanted what i saw other people getting -