elliott

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[elliott @ab128974]

accountability thread to get back on track
sw: 102lbs
gw: 95lbs
<800 cals, 8k+ steps

[elliott @ab128974]

EVERYONE REJOICE IM BACK INTNHE 45KGS (45.9 literally scraping by) BUT FUCJ YEAH

[elliott @ab128974]

anorexia loss today - putting my scale in my backpack while my boyfriend sleeps to sneak it into the bathroom to weigh myself

[elliott @ab128974]

I just slept finally for about 13 hours ish and I woke up So sick and shaky and weak omg I could barely brush my teeth what's happening

[elliott @ab128974]

day two.
morning weight 103
end of day weight 102.9
~500 cals 8.5k steps
(not my pics today bc family, had a few pepperoni pieces in the cheese sandwich)

[elliott @ab128974]

accountability thread to get back on track
sw: 102lbs
gw: 95lbs
<800 cals, 8k+ steps

[elliott @ab128974]

day one.
morning weight 102
end of day weight 102.3
~500 cals 7k steps

[elliott @ab128974]

he says while also hitting consistent negative net cals

[elliott @ab128974]

tell me why the 24-34 hour stretch of being awake too long is so fucking hard, I can't go to sleep yet I have a life to live I'm not going to be home for an hour please god stop drifting asleep mid conversation brain damn

[elliott @ab128974]

thigh gap in jeans is the only thing that gives me life atm

[elliott @ab128974]

IF I WAKE UP ONE MORE DAY AT 103LBS IM GOINF TO KILL MSYELF IM GOIGN TO HAVE A BREAKDOEN SO HARD I WANE TO KE SKINNY I WANT TO BE SKINNY NOW I HATE EVERYTHING

[elliott @ab128974]

constantly thinking about the fact I was in the bmi 15s like 6 months ago and I went and fucked it all up and I'm back at SEVENTEEN are you KIDDING ME how the fuck did I live most of my life at bmi18 and be okay with it (I wasn't okay with it)

[miah @nocalbbz]

my body is manipulating me hunger isn’t real

[elliott @ab128974]

@prblyshuldkms looking bmi18 at 21 is such a flex omg you're too good

[elliott @ab128974]

lived in: 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿
born in: 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿
parents: 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿
grandparents: 🇮🇪🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿, 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿
been to: 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇫🇷🇧🇪

I've been to more countries than I've realised!!!! this was fun

[moop @dntsl333p]

lived in: 🇺🇸
born in: 🇺🇸
parents: 🇺🇸🇺🇸
grandparents: 🇵🇱🇺🇸, 🇺🇸🇲🇽
been to: 🇺🇸🇲🇽

[elliott @ab128974]

@prblyshuldkms very fr, my friends bmi is like 18ish and their hands look exactly like yours, also 9/10 ohohohoh

[elliott @ab128974]

the urge to make this account will wood themed is so strong I have such a violent hyperfixation on that man atm

[elliott @ab128974]

@prblyshuldkms probably like 17.5-18 I'd say

[elliott @ab128974]

hot boy 5 layer anorexia walk (so eepy)

[elliott @ab128974]

@biscoffswhore America is a terrifying country holy shit 800!!!!!!! for a milkshake !!!!!!!