Told my mum we are struggling to conceive and going to start ivf soon and she was really relaxed and practical and she said "I know it's painful and I won't bring it up, but you know I'm here for you if you need me" 💗
@SlidingDoorsNZ I've been asking myself that same question over and over before we filled in all the paperwork for #ivf#icsi and I must admit I also don't know exactly why I want kids .. I feel that I have more love to give? I want to care for a mini, share that unconditional love and bond ..
My heart goes out to Greece and the tragic fires .. When I saw the news earlier I just couldn't help but think there is a dark side to the nice weather we're having .. #prayforGreece
She also said that we were really brave for fighting for what we wanted and that it shows we are in a good place as a couple for staying strong together, and then she hugged me .. 💗
And now I'm both relieved I told her, that she can be there when I need her, yet won't ask me things about it, but I'm also worried .. Are miscarriages something that runs in the family? Or does it not work like that? 😳
Then she started to tell me that before she had my older brother she had 2 miscarriages somewhere between 8 and 12 weeks and I never knew! I can understand she wouldn't want to advertise it to her kids yet I feel like my family is so closed and I wonder what else I don't know 🤔