btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here.
I’m not meant for someone nonchalant. I love too loudly, i love corny stuff, i love acting goofy, i love deep conversations, i love laughing out loudly, i love hearing about your day, i love compliments and i love knowing you the way no one else does.
and suddenly i became the person who takes forever to reply, likes to be alone, will ghost you, doesn’t care about anything, and will not care if we fade away