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I was overwhelmed with the need to talk about my relationship with hope, so I wrote down some thoughts.

How do you feel about hope? What gives you hope?

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Having someone to be accountable to and even potentially accompany me soothed me enough to get up early, eat, dress and leave the house.

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Agoraphobia, mental health

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I also had to deal with an agoraphobia attack last week so I’m looking on how to deal with that paralysing fear.

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One epiphany I had while waiting for my brain to reset was that I should focus on how to deal with the sadness that washes over me when the mini burnouts happen.

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Asking my mum to sync our errand times helped me not procrastinate this time. Even though I ended up travelling to town on my own because my mum had some chores to finish.

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I can’t eliminate them but I can channel my sad feelings into something else. I can also analyse them and prepare how to deal with them next time.

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I’m feeling like myself now after the break. I was mostly watching L&A: svu until I started having nightmares lol so I’m taking a break from that.

But but I started a kdrama & absolutely loved it. It’s even better that I chanced upon a recent-ish one with a well written romance.

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Any one else go through short periods where you lose interest in all your special interests and nothing brings you joy?

I’ve mostly worked out a pattern of preventing them by cycling through my spins but I still find myself going through a week or 2 of this.
#ActuallyAutistic

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One epiphany I had while waiting for my brain to reset was that I should focus on how to deal with the sadness that washes over me when the mini burnouts happen.

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Like midnight hagwon tried to give us a new perspective to the endless school related Kdramas and they succeeded but they didn’t sacrifice the romance (in all honesty I expected them to be vague with given the ‘circumstances’).

They had me crying at the most unexpected times.

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This was The midnight romance in hagwon.

I don’t know what’s wrong with kdrama writers recently because they’ve been failing to write the romance at all. They’re filled with endless bickering and the couple finding excuses to not commit.

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I’m feeling like myself now after the break. I was mostly watching L&A: svu until I started having nightmares lol so I’m taking a break from that.

But but I started a kdrama & absolutely loved it. It’s even better that I chanced upon a recent-ish one with a well written romance.

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I don’t know if it’s them avoiding tropes all in the bid to not be like all the other girls but please go back to the tropes. They’re a hit for a reason. You can try something new with the plot while still using genre tropes.

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Explaining the difference between type 1 & type 2 diabetes is so exhausting lmao. Type 1 is an autoimmune disease! My pancreas doesn’t work so I don’t produce insulin lmao. No diet can fix that 😭

[Erin Ekins (she/her) @QueerlyAutistic]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but the wheelchair space on a bus is a WHEELCHAIR space. It's not a 'wheelchair and buggy' space. If there's no one in a wheelchair on your bus, you can have your buggy there, but the moment a wheelchair user gets on, pack it up and MOVE.

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We don’t talk enough about how exclusion is traumatic. Either by intentional exclusion or just from the fact that they don’t bother enough to even think about you. Disabled people are excluded by default and I can’t tell you how traumatizing it is to have that be the norm.

[jatella @jatella]

my problem is everyone keeps asking why but no one wants to develop what I’d call ‘libidinal literacy’; no one is genuinely invested in deconstructing their own desires, pre and un-conscious:

here’s some key texts on why ugliness seems like a moral crime:

[izzy 🫐 @beuck_]

no worries! ayo actually has a video about this

[Samantha @itssamanthaaaa_]

posing with my garlic harvest the way men do with fish 🧄

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