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[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

going to bed but I want mutuals. I love recipe ideas and snack recommendations... uhh bmi 19 so #wannarexic rn but idk where I'll be in a month. I want to shit post but I will probably delete 😇 thank u everyone for your time

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

the ironic thing is i was losing so much knowing nothing abt cals or nutrition eating bullshit omads (cookies and candy and leaves) now im actually trying to eat healthy and i weigh more

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if u wanna make me cry just show me a picture of how skinny my face looked from aug-oct but it’s ok im gonna make my lw again just its probably gonna take longer to lose than it did for me to gain oh well

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like it shouldn’t be that bad bc even if i binged tdy i am only in a cal surplus of like 200 max but it just slows me down idk and it makes me wanna give up and eat more but i think im ok. i realized i want a hug more than food. i can probably ask a friend if im brave 😭#healing

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

@JFunny59840 wait why like i wanna know i never fully understood lax bc afaik it doesn’t change cals at all

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

nooo i don’t even wanna recover i didn’t wanna binge either i was just at a friends and i feel so judged by them if i don’t eat and i was like fuck it i’ll just p it later but then it didn’t work and im just upset asf and still wanna eat. keep seeing myself a month ago fuckkk

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

i meannn every time i binge i just convince myself i wanna recover so its like fine basically

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

i genuinely can’t purge i wonder what about my body i just lack the skill or reflex required like bruhhh it’s not a good or bad thing just a thing whatever i should move on im gonna be stuck at my cw forever

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

me waiting for my overnight oats to marinate me waiting for my cals to reset me waiting to go to bed to skip to breakfast my oats my oats

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

@almondluvr06 overweight mom who doesnt cook only buys little debbie’s, ice cream, frozen pizza and fast food for you sometimes or slavic almond stepmom who skips her dinner but makes u eat, yells at u if u have a snack before any meal and also shames you for having sweets at all. i have both

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

@ednosbaby these selfies are like hall of fame worthy u are serving

[rin🧸ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི @r1ncloud]

ever since ive had this disorder grocery shopping feels like walking around a museum

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

i watch recipe and grocery videos so constantly and it makes my food noise so much worse. also im so brain rotted it will be like “low cal” and then be like look at this cookie for 200 cal and pizza for 450 cal like those are not low at all 😭😭😭✌️

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

laughing cow cheese is amazing and so are tortillas and those seasoned chicken and fish pouches

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bro i can’t even i love slop and i love cambodian food and sweets lordyyy

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

bro ive been cheffing lately no good photos but i sauteed onions garlic black pepper and mushrooms to add to this can barley soup. also had vanilla coconut pudding overnight oats w coconut extract caramel sauce cool whip pineapple, sweetened coconut flakes and flour

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

im so made for this trashy new england life tho my beige station wagon w a duct taped bumper and leaves all in the inside ugh i live in my car hide all my groceries in the trunk drive like a masshole (my bad everyone) am overly loud and love buying nips at the packie

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but i always buy store brand generic anything bc i want the best price possible #savvy

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ok but i just waste money on a new 20 diet items every week and don’t finish them bc i have no calories to eat them i feel so stupid i love buying food but i never eat it 💔✌️ just disappointing my parents with my financial decisions

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

i bonded with the cashier over loving the pistachio and berries winter red bull flavor. despite all the hate us whimsical people still persist. she was like a 50 year old towny and so fun to talk to

[enaaa @abcdqwertyefg]

grocery hauls so embarrassing all sugar free no fat items random protein bars energy drinks and then my beautiful mallomars