ABDULLAH

I'm here to talk to myself about myself

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

وَأَنْ لَيْسَ لِلإِنسَانِ إِلَّا مَا سَعَى ۝ وَأَنَّ سَعْيَهُ سَوْفَ يُرَى

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

And now, there's a part of you that still wants a partner. Someone to love, share the little things with, talk to at the end of a long day, hold, and build a life with. But another part of you doesn't have the energy to start all over again

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

It was a part of your life. It mattered. You were happy. You were hurt. Both are part of your story.

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

You were trying to free up storage on your phone, and instead, you found yourself carrying the weight of four years all over again

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

they make it wors

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

Depression? It feels like you don't remember what better feels like, and you do things that you think will make you feel better...

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

but they don't

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

You have to win

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

If the nights get harder, you can cry
You can hate being alone
You can miss her
You can be vulnerable

But when the morning comes, it’s your fight champ
Get up.
Show up.
Keep going

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

Nights like this can hit much harder than expect

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

One day... they'l1 call it luck.
They won't see the sleepless nights.
They won't remember the failures.
They won't understand the sacrifices.

Keep working when nobody believes in you.
Keep learning when nobody notices you.
Keep showing up when nobody applauds you.

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

We aren't okay, we're just used to pretending we are

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

I miss her. I miss us. But missing something doesn’t mean I have to go back to it.

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

You don’t have to hate her to heal from her, and you don’t have to deny that the two of you were beautiful together just to move forward

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

I’m grateful that this story happened, and I love what we shared, but my life doesn’t end with its ending

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

not because what you had wasn't real, but because your life became too psychologically concentrated around one person

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

إزاي أعيش في عالم ناس كتير فيه مش شبهك

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

Let me walk into one of the best year of my life ✨️ 😌

[ABDULLAH @abdullahaymman]

Still wearing time and memories on my wrist