We have a version of the future in our imaginations. The one where everything falls in place, beautiful, idyllic, and we're at the center. But what life taught us so far is that it doesn't always turns out that way. Not knowing is scary but it is what makes it exciting isn't it?
You just have to take it on the chin, that's how it goes. Sometimes you lose your balance and wobble, you fall and couldn't find strength on your knees but at the end of the day, sooner or later you have to pick yourself up, move on and fight another day.
The rediscovery of hope can be a really hard undertaking sometimes. It is when emotions tend to go high, which in almost every time we also tend to make mistakes. We easily lose grip of our reasoning and allow that primitive instinct to take charge.
Desire exists within the space between two hearts. It is that void or mystery that makes one crave to know more about the other. And when that gap is filled and the hearts get close, it is not desire that they feel anymore, but love.
Our willingness to start doing something and continue doing it doesn't depend on our understanding of the benefits of doing it. We are much more likely to follow through on something because of the idea that we don't want to be bad at it.
You will prevail. The fact that you are still here is a testament of your grit and a proof that you have overcome all your battles yet. In the future, you will look back and tell yourself "o di ba kinaya mo."