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random tweets and stuffs i have to get off my brain

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I wanted to write about you, about how you kiss my hand and tell me sweet murmurs.

ctto of the background art. xxx

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

Our love-- a dead star.
To the world it burns brightly--

But it died a long time ago.

-Lang Leav

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

You're not pathetic for mourning while you grow.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

"Do something babe. Say something."

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

"every night I'm dancing with your ghost"

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I now take back the energy that has been taken from me or that I have given away. And I will return all the energy I still hold from you.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

"I want to live and feel all the shades, tones, and variations of mental and physical experiences possible in my life. And I am horribly limited."

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I hope every person can hear this too. And if you still haven't, let me.

"You being different is what makes you beautiful."

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

It makes sense that you're not done being mad yet because no one has tried making it better yet.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

It's even a lot harder for us to carry everything "well" all the time when all we want is to just crumble and fall apart. To admit that we are soft and weak too. To unmask and cry. To embrace all the sadness we have and truly be ourselves.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I don't think there's justice in how wrongly people see those who can carry burdens well. People know they are "strong" and may not need any comfort anymore. But we do. Just like any other person, we do. And just because we can carry it well doesn't mean it's not heavy for us.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

Just really doubting everything at this point.

[Words @itswords_]

i want me back, this isn’t me.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I have been longing for something I am not technically not allowed to but shouldn't.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I wanna be told that I'm the strongest girl again. That I'm someone's best girl.

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

silent screams have the heaviest weight

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

nobody's got me but me

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

nothing feels worse than having no one to truly talk to

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

"I know there's something meant for me to grasp—an accomplished dream"

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

there is a thin fine line between a hard time and a wrong time

[ｂｅａｕ ｄａｉｓｙ @abglwrites]

I cry like a wolf.
To empty skies and fleeting hays.
I worship the moon.
Up the ocean blue it stays.

I sigh restless. A harsh comfort I can only endure.
I long for a child, whom I've never met but always knew.