ITS CRAZY THAT SOME OF YALL ARE STILL POSTING ON HERE WTFFFF it feels like I go to a museum start perusing the ancient tomes and they start speaking back to me what the HELLL
and it sucks that it took losing the best friend i ever had to realize this. but the way i am now has no support system and no plan to recover. and it's indescribably horrible in a way i can't articulate to be this suffocatingly pained while so completely alone
will put this on all my accounts but i'm going to be stepping away from social media for a long time, very soon. i can't keep existing like this, i can't have a stupid vent twitter be my only outlet, i need to have actual human connections, i can't hinge my life on this anymore
i have not processed this yet and i do not know when (if) i will. i've emphasized how much she means to me and how i cannot imagine living without her and it's more difficult than anything i have ever experienced. she gave me meaning in a life i have never wanted to live
i havent spoken to my best friend in eight months and i reached out to her because she was basically muffys second parent and helped me when i first adopted her
and she hasnt responded and doesnt seem to care
absolutely the most horrible unbearable upsetting news that i could possibly receive tonight it really could not get any worse. muffy is almost certainly not going to survive this and my worst nightmare is going to come true and i am legitimately not equipped to deal with this
@dirtybadwrong OHHH MAN my top favorite right now is definitely tori/jade from victorious... some of my other favs are elsanna, maebea from night in the woods, bugborg from gotg, teleanor from the good place, im always looking for more cute ships tho
so stupid that f/f ships are almost always the rarest in every fandom because now that i am actively trying to indulge in them over other flavors of ship i have realize: femslash ships fuck so hard every single time