this is not michelle

they loved me before they knew me, and when they knew me they hated me - chicken nuggets - #deep - LOVE TRANSCENDS TIME.

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

praying for abundance and sustainability to be able to support myself and the people I love

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

dang what did I get myself into.. universe wanted me to be here?

[m̃ @hexesandspell]

Lock in so hard the universe starts rearranging itself around your focus.

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

I love being in my energy
the ESP so strong these past months
I feel powerful when a thought becomes reality…

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

listening to the universe
also manifesting what my soul wants
thinking and creating
also needs carefulness

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

This move out of my house in Oakland is flashing me back to when we had to sell my childhood home in West Covina. East Oakland reminded me so much of West Covina. Feeling the grief of moving again

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

what an honor to witness people who share their vulnerable lives with you
& to witness the beautiful ways people have overcome so much in their lives

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

Coming back to music lately has felt like a homecoming
coming back to self
returning to revisit my grief my joy my passions my purpose my spirit my medicine my prayer

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

these AI generated songs / ads be corny sounding like my terrible freestyles as a kid
damn had I known people would fall for that, I shoulda been making money making corny songs for ads

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

have you ever seen someone cry and fall in love with them 🥺 to see someone so vulnerable but also so deeply emotional is such an intimate experience

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

the way love feels so good when you’re going thru so much shit..
prolly why I get myself into these situations :/

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

and thru it all I have so much respect for the ones who try in their own ways to really look out for me
even behind closed doors
or when I’m not around
or advocating for me
or holding me, physically or emotionally
so much respect for those people

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

my world is crumbling apart and I still gotta keep my head up every single day
the betrayal, the heartbreak. the housing crisis, the poor health, the job loss… every aspect of my life is in fucking shambles

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

I called the suicide hotline bc I feel like I can’t turn to anybody
and rn I’m feeling too ashamed to reach out to anyone for help

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

today is the day my friends dubbed me my new pseudonym: Concha 🐚

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

sad to think that I been disillusioned into believing things might finally work out with folks
that community can be beautiful and flourish
only for it to come crashing down every time

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

sad to build community
so many times in this life
and feel like rarely have they lasted

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

real disappointed lowkey

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

best way to get over someone is learning all their flaws and realizing it’s ok for you to move on

[this is not michelle @abilitytofly]

had another episode at work today 😰
literally working my body to pure exhaustion where my lungs can’t breathe