Abishkar

Defenstrating agathakakological elements in my life.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

The ones who were true, I always kept them in dark. Idk when something good will happen ever again?

[Bloke @UtdBloke_]

We beat world champions
We beat champions of England
We beat FA cup champions
We beat Carabao cup champions

And you think we can't beat "Champions of Nothing"?

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

Bc by the end of it, it's me.

[Troll Football @TrollFootball]

Today in the Premier League

[Dr Poornima 🇮🇳 @PoornimaNimo]

Now I understand why Nepal ranks 92nd in the Happiness Index !!

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

@IndiaInNepal घ) संस्कृत

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

I really am going for a long time now bc a total overhaul is needed, till then it'll be self solace and nothing else. Glory to Lord Hanuman.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

It's so obvious that I'm def not getting what I want and I am still not giving up either. I guess I found my answer and Ik how to reply back at it as well. Drama ends here. I detox. A phase will change aba.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

I wanted to lash out and rant to my friends but I couldn't and I didn't.

Sad part?
My heart's heavy with emotions. I feel like giving up but I can't choose that path. Now I'm just waiting patiently to heal. Let's hope I end up in a good place.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

Scholarships all my life. 4 years grinding for a degree with top grades. A year of uncertainty. Finally landed a job optimizing antibiotic use for a country that barely looks up. 18-hour workdays, no weekends. And the only place I feel seen? Social media.

L generation.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

Ngl but I've been going through the toughest shit in life. Health, Finance, Family, Relationship, Friendship and almost everything is in shambles. No one's besides me, so be it. I get called tons of shit and imma prove that y'all have the correct perception. Thank you!

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

God I still trust you. Don't let this end here. My every anxiety is to be replied. Always remember. Thank you!

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

को साथी को बैरी?
को आफ्नो को पर को?
के तिता के मिठा?
यो मेरो भाग्य भनुँ कि विडम्बना आज जाँ छु ठिकै छु, लडाईमा हुमिएको सिपाही झै लड्दै छु।
लडाई भने फरक आफू र आफू बीच।

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

And with this I am gone

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

2:09 never too late to seek out for help.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

Good on the outside filthy rubbish on the inside. How'd you describe your life?

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

I've got this question for people around me:

What makes you think that I am naïve of everything around me? You think I am bad at researching and finding out things? Ugh, be kind and be positive because I am not begging for anything, please!

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

I don't remember the last night I slept happy without getting drunk.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

The moment I step out of this house I won't be the same guy to anyone except for my parents.

[Abishkar @abishtweets]

All those nights when I was all by myself in anxiety, I barely had anyone and now when I can offer something that's only when I get the praise and affection. Always wondering how selfish can people/things be. Great.